Scared to Draw

The semester has 26 days left...I'm scared to waste too much time relaxing like drawing. I think about picking up my tablet and my heart flutters with fear. I fear of losing time. I have gotten so much work done the weekend. I finished 2 tests, revised 3 papers, and about to finish a new paper. This week I still have to impress the impossible to impress teacher that I am ready to move on to the next lab. If I don't...I don't know what will happen and the past few labs have not been good. I know why. The lab is crowded people are talking and my brain gets clogged from people and droziness. I know it sounds like an excuse, and maybe it is, but it does not explain why I do so well in all my other labs but this one. Maybe I'm just bad at handling blood and fecal floats.   Either way I can't stomach drawing so don't expect much...I'm truly sorry. I miss it so much and I miss all the stress it relieves.